j had a happy day yesterday.. gun shooting in the morning hiped her up with new personal record of 56% hits! she must be getting better and more skilled in her shooting.. her victorious vengeance was so lavishly displayed on her face, that her coach strongly encouraged her to practise often and even try out pistol shooting in time to come.. wah, maybe she is dangerously talented..
still on cloud nine, her beloved Abba Father ministered to her heart with Hab 2:3 - the very verse of blessing given during her YISS.. somehow this verse calmed the raging seas of anxiety in her heart, her mind.. somehow this verse brought her peace and joy in her wait.. she knew and she knows her God is in control; everything was and is still in plan according to God's perfect timing.. though it tarries, wait for it, because it will surely come it will not tarry. what a blessing when God, the Highest King, speaks to you! nothing beats the joy and peace which surpasses all understanding!! Thanks be to God!
in addition, j will be going 'home' soon, hence she is really looking forward to return.. as you can see, J was really hapi happi happy.. till...
on her way to buffet lunch with her friends today, she caught a glimpse of him.. it happened so fast that she couldn't rely on her sight but her heart.. her intuition per se.. can she be sure it's him? it's just a strong sense of 'attraction' which caused her to look up, yet in that split second everything was so mercurial.. and a milli-second later, he's gone but did he see j? .. j was sure it's him (come'on that kind of affinity can only be felt with him), but kinda disappointed to see/feel him again.. disappointed by the fact that human heart can be so hardened when changed.. anyway, j bumped onto b and that's it.
as much as j knows j has always been blessed with not bumping onto her heartbreaks, no one knows why paths cross, no one can understand the Master's Plan except the Planner Himself.. assuredly and truly - que sara sara, what will be will be.. if God is for me, who can be against me? He who is in me is greater than he who is in the world. who can fathom the depth of His love, the greatness of His wisdom? Trust Him and be still - allow the Creator to work in and through you, to unfold the Glory of His Plan. Amen!
if you think you have nothing to pray, keep praying for j.. may the Joy of my Father be my strength. thank you..
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