Sometimes i do wonder.. i should be married by now.. with my easy-to-maintain lifestyle and accommodating personality, it's only right that i should be at least attached~ :P
didn’t i share i’ve been missing Taiwan these days? Well, missing translated into action – i gave a call to my old Taiwanese friend (u'll remember him from my past blog entries).. it’s been a long time since we chatted (cos of typhoon we didn’t manage to meet up in my last trip).. as usual his glib tongue with encouragement was really kind to my ears.. kinda flattered to know he’s ‘holding onto’ the pact for 20th Jan 2011, but somehow ... it does not bring peace to my heart..
Ok, allow me to qualify myself – i’m not saying he’s not compatible or not good..(come’on, i’ve known this guy for close to 2decades – how bad can he be?) He really dotes on me and i know he’ll treat me well.. but perhaps.. it’s just not possible.. well, we tried to start a relationship years ago, before mr B, and it did not work out. What makes you think it’s possible now, with my additional specifications? Fyi, he’s not passed the first C of the 5Cs.. anyway, i really enjoyed my chat with him last night (better than sending those annoying sms!)
.. why am i pondering now?... i wonder what’s the problem– my overwhelming friendly character? His Timing? Or my 5Cs??
Matt 6:33
Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need.
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