20 Jun 10 - how do i know i've really loved a man?

when his every word means the world to me *of course, God is still the World*
when his silly actions never fail to tickle a smile from my tears
when his smile is all it takes to make my day bright
when his quarrelling words hurts like knife piercing through my heart
when every minute of his absence intensifies my longing to be with him again
when every night escalates my yearning for his hugs and goodnight kisses
when receiving his morning call is like blowing kisses to my ears
when my long hours work motivation is a domino effect of his absence
when my future starts to visualise even though i might be still in doubt
when my long-accrual sleep has taken second place just to see him on vchat
when i really cant bear to hang up his call, no matter how busy i am
when i close my eyes his face and laughter fill my mind, bring smile to my face
when i'm able to sleep in peace because of his love
when i look forward to share his day, to know him deeper inside each day
when i wish him wings to fly higher and achieve greater in his destiny
when i can forget any painful exchange because of his healing promise
when i know my trust in him is fully secured, never taken granted
when i know all my painful wait is worthwhile
when i really missing him badly now..
I LOVE YOU, DARLING

I Finally Found Someone