24 Jun 10 - 3 signs?

sign 1: i dreamt of rushing for a flight to a cold country, in 30mins! my first response was 'i need winter wear!' *may i remind u that i'm totally intolerant of low temperature* i actually had the thought of buying everything at destination, but in the end, being rationale (in my dream too), i decided to rush home to get my jacket cos i'll be freezing in the flight~ despite all the rushing and stress in the dream, i missed my flight!! i woke up with a shout (seriously!) and my heartbeat was still racing and tired after all those stress and hassle!

sign 2: darling asked me a weird qn today. by that qn, i kinda have a better idea on his preference of relocation..

sign 3: for no apparent reason, my colleagues came to my desk and started asking me about my rship - how we met, and what's our plan etc.. i dont know why but i shared darling's qn with them.*normally, j doesnt like to talk about personal stuff at work, esp her LDR* they ended up rather concerned for me, even helping me to analyse possible situations..

what's the qn? i believe u must have guessed it by now, judging from the 3 signs...
to be frank, this qn came to me several times a week, esp when darling is in US now. and my response? honest response?? well, i simply pushed it aside - is it not too early to think that far now? (my colleagues beg to differ)

ok, since u really want me to face it, ..
1) i can get myself prepared for relocation, but how about my hugo? i wont be able to leave him here with my family, though they will take care of him.. i simply cant live anywhere without hugo. (fyi, hugo is only 6yrs old, he still has at least 9yrs to live under my love and care) i know human are very mobile these days, but hugo is not~
2) my work skills are very country-specific, how can i support myself beyond this island?? what can i work as? waitress?? housewife???
3) moving around can be a challenge cos i m very afraid of driving! yes, u read it right - i have phobia of the driver's seat. i dont think i'd ever want to drive or learn to drive again.. this will be a living problem, other than Singapore. *i m just so pampered by all the taxis, buses and even mrt easily available, even without 'chauffeur' now*
4) being typical singaporean, i know i'm spoilt with good food choices - east to west, north to south whichever the cuisine, you surely can find it here.  in fact many of my relocated friends are screaming in fb for singapore's galore of food. reading how much they miss local food, i know i'll double that desire if i'm in their shoes. i'll miss inexpensive indian breakfast, economical chinese lunch, affordable malay supper and wide choices from french to japanese, turkish to swedish, *did i tell you how much i miss curry fishhead that i practically had whole month of curry fishhead after staying 1mth in taiwan?*

i admit i'm really a spoilt singaporean, be it living standards, communication, transportation and food. yes, cost of living might be higher than others in the region. but hey, our income tax is the one of the simplest and lowest in the world. ok, i know relocation is a reality i have to face in future to come but...settle it with my hugo first..is my hugo part of your relocation plan?? no matter how much i pack my luggage full of spices and curry or how i can try to adapt, if my hugo is not going i am not going anywhere.

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