i really believe my mother ate quite a lot of ginko nuts during her pregnancy.. which in turn made me - a lover of ginko nuts since young. end-result = a good memory. i really think i've quite a good memory.. things i've heard, watched or even read, i hardly forget.. it's true! what good it is to boast anyway? this is one of the reasons why i seldom watch the same movie or read the same book twice, unlike my sister who can watch LOTR for zillion times and find it fascinating as ever. *that includes you, bro* :P (sad to say, this gift of mine doesn not apply in academics.. i still slogged hard under lotsa readings, research and mindmaps for exams. )
nevertheless, i have to admit my memory has deteriorated after my great Depression. yes, it's human's instinct to block out memory in self-protection..but i'm still able to recall things, if i want to. visualise this - for now, my mind is like a huge messy vault. yes, it will take me some time to process information from this mess, but my processor is still good, ok? i just have to spend a bit more time to sort all the information into their respective drawers, before the vault is neat and efficient again..
maybe that is why i had not had the patience for things i've known.. one of the things i dislike is to have someone telling me the same story again, it's a high potential RED button. my mind will auto-switch off and wander into my neverland again.. eventually i've become into an impatient person.. but hey hey hey! now you are looking at the new J! thanks to my depression (again), i think my level of patience are improving. though i still dont understand why people cant remember what they said to me/ why they like to repeat themselves, but at least i'm not planning my escape route mentally.. yes, it's boring, but oh well, people are different..
i'm just of a 'HIGHER' intelligence! hahaha.
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