7 May 09 - Cant pinpoint what's wrong, yet it's wrong..

My dear bro asked me ytd ‘how r u? Vincent n Phyllis asked abt u just now.’ .. if this is not creepy, nothing is.. what a gd question for a time like this.. and when my god-parents are getting concerned (though it’s been months since our contact), it’s almost a certain sign that ‘hey, J, something is really wrong’.. *something abt my god-parents n me – we always receive vibes about each other though we don't interact. Move of the spirit?*

I know.. I know something is wrong with me these days, but I just cant pin-point it, hence I contributed it under ‘female thingy’.. but what is it, exactly?
Work stress?
It’s a fact – the moment I sit at my desk, the 8 or even 10hrs passes too fast.. too many things to do; too little time. But it’s also a fact that I’m workaholic, this load is nothing compared to my previous employment.
Social stress?
I’m still connected to my friends in church.. serving happily in ministry.. still connected to my non-church friends, meeting the girls for dinner after work (check out my facebook).. so what’s wrong with me?
Family stress?
Definite no! I love my parents and they love me! We can chat, laugh and even tease one another, than before. Even relationship with my dad has never been better.. anyway, my son has stopped going to his day-care, so it’s always a joy to see him wagging his little tail when I return home..

Wat else? The only difference I find is perhaps.. my shopping habit, my ‘going-out’..
I don't know why but I really dread the idea of shopping now, even for my beloved shoes and bags. Everyone knows my favorite place is supermarkets (yes – it’s true, I can stay hours in supermarkets, enjoying the vast amount of information I can find there!), but now.. I’m so spiritless..

Someone just told me it could be menopause! Me!?!? Menopause?~?~ NOW!??!?
http://www.34-menopause-symptoms.com/