"i'm a man in female's clothing" this is the 3rd time how i spoke of myself today.. first regarding my gun shooting enthusiasm; second my pride/ego in this game of courtship; third my passion for science friction.. apparently my dear friend didnt know my sci-fi passion till we watched 'Star Trek' just now, hence his surprise that sparkled that sentence and henceforth this blog entry..
ok, i know i'm not quite an normal girl.. perhaps like what my facebook quiz resulted - i'm quite competitive under the masking of friendliness. yes, i like wits, enjoy every combat of wits rather than physical.. and when wits combine with imgaination in sci-fi, it just thrills me so so much~ since young, while my friends are reading romance, I was intrigued by Star Wars and Frank Harbert's Dune Messiah series, i even collected universe planet charts.. you know those little fact sheets of each planets.. heehee, i used to be able to tell you about each planet orbit details etc.. but now, it's a challenge to store my Bible verses into this brain of mine.. ya, i'm weirdo kid.. but, i really enjoy all those sci-fi books - you never know how great a possiblity they are in the future, our near future or even somewhere out there now.. but then again, i'm not a enthusiast for space travel.. though the trip is worth a lifetime, so is the deadly reality of the tinest dust in space.. i guess i belong to those who are contented to be grounded to receive footage from the vast universe up there..
watching StarTrek reminds me of my young days when i'll be glued to TV after school, forsaking my bath-time and ended up getting some spanking for not being hygienic esp as a girl.. (perhaps that's why i'm quite a mysophobia now?).. but all in all, i had a happy childhood, with all my sci-fi books and charts..
sometimes, i do wonder.. what if i'm not born in Asia.. how about US or UK? what will i be major in? what career path will i take.. obviously their fields of studies are very diverse, i can pursue what i like.. but.. will i? could i?? well, that's another question for God to answer.. for now, i'm here for a purpose in His plan :) He created me with some 'un-lady' interest and character, and i'm very sure He has His reasons. :)
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