the moment i get home, i know i have to seize the moment .. to clean out my beach stuff and my son's bag.. while i'm still functionable..i really had a wonderful experience today at sentosa beach.. under the sun for more than 6hrs, since 1030am, even my son was enjoying so much.. so many people to see, such intense heat and so much noises to hear.. i must say, my son is really very sensitive to environment, yet very attached to me.. despite the hot sun, he never attempted to leave my sun-burning spot for cool shelter.. he stays with me, no matter what happens..i brought him into the waters.. caught everyone's attention cos i'm carrying him like a baby.. and there i was - teaching my son to overcome his fear of waves.. talking to him, giving him assurance and carrying him on his tummy as he tried to swim.. *my hugo is really like a baby to me* i did that for a couple of rounds before i finally released him to swim on his own.. for a moment, he headed for land, but the next moment he realised i'm behind him, he swam around back to me!! for a playdog who's scared of waves, he actually swam back for me!! I'M SO PROUD OF HUGO!! we had so much fun in the waters!
back on land, i was enjoying an 'atas' picnic with my girlfriends... drinking ice-wine with cheese and crackers etc.. a snapshot of 'tai-tai' lifestyle on the hot sand.. through it all, my son really so guai! he walked around unleashed yet never far from me; wanted to eat our food but he waited and listened to my cue.. all in all, i'm so proud of my son. he's totally socialable and well-mannered, despite his over-pampered upbringing! even my friends cant stand the close bond we share - the love between mother and son! I LOVE MY SON HUGO! :)
time to go back..packed up and carried our bags and leftover snacks.. as i walked, i felt something's not right -> saw the bright sparks -> more bright sparks... i tried calling out to my friends who were 5 steps in front of me.. -> all vision blacken.. i asked myself if my eyes were still open, i checked and replied 'yes'.. but i cant see anything! everything happened so fast! ok, J, you've been through this before.. so just stop at where you are, dont move at all.. try to breath through your mouth in this darkness.. (i was totally conscious and aware that i'm still leashing my son, carrying all the bgas etc..) i even rationaled that being still in the middle of road is not wise.. hence i lowered myself gently before collapsed onto the ground..
yes, i fainted again.. this time on the road path of sentosa palawan beach.. i didnt have time to really experience the fainting process previously, but i sure did this time round.. every step in fainting.. i hear, think and know exactly what's happening to me.. as soon as i've collasped, i heard voices trying to help me.. then i smelled the medicated oil, felt the strong massage on my head, my chest and my other nerve points.. then.. light returned to my vision.. *so this is what blind sees when he regains his sight* slowly, the vision became complete.. wow, this is really exciting fun.. as much as i'm embarrassedly thankful to the 3 foreigner aunties who revived me, i'm really enjoy the process of my 2nd fainting! their massage and concern was really so good!! free massage! heehe.. let alone being the centre of attraction for 5 mins! *normally my son is the star when we do our walk, but now i'm star* i know you people will scold me, but i kinda enjoy fainting experience, as long as i'm not in dangerous location.. (fyi, all these while i didn't let go of my precious son, until my friends, who finally realised i'm not behind them, came to my 'rescue' after seeing the crowd around me)
truly, it was fun.. but dont worry, ya? i'll consult the doctor this week on my health condition.. i'll work on my iron intake.. now that i've seized the moment of 'good functionable' health to clean my beach stuff and hugo, took a bath and even this blog, it's time for me to rest.. *see, i know how to take care of myself- rest* ok, people, got to let this red lobster rest so she can continue to be functionable to work tomorrow.. take care and sleep well~
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