this gonna be a real short entry.. cos i've nothing much to share.. this morning after 1night of sleepless condition, doc says at this rate i'm going, it's likely to be relapse... then he prepared one full month of D pills and sleep pills for me..
am i excited to see my 'old pals' again? not really.. yet without them, i know i cant rest.. torn between, i decided to tell my boss abt my condition..whatever it is, with my last sanity i know my health should be over my work.. this is the first time work gets into my life and trigger D!! ok, i know the D was started by B 2yrs ago.. but i never expect my beloved work can trigger that as well!
pls dun tell me i've to fight another D battle again.. it's NOT funny! i really wan to get onto my work, though it's stressful and demanding,.. i just wan to work normally to my best ability!! Holy Father, please enlarge my capacity, a greater treshold for stress to do my work with excellence and joy!! dun let me fall into D..
i cried.. last night i cried again.. i really dun wan D to come..
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