decision of the day - an impulse one too. without second thought, i decided to get into my supplements to fight the arising monster - depression.
i'm not saying i'm having another attack, but i know and i feel myself getting weaker these days.. losing my concentration, having nightmares and even started to harbour some negative thoughts.. to the extent that i dont dare to start the day without praying the Lord's prayer. it's not really my idea of 'Christian-ought-to-do' devotion but it's my thermometer - a red light against the creeping monster. i dont really like taking pills again.. but if i have to, i have to. the last thing i want now is another attack again. i cannot risk that..
i really hope the supplements will help... dont let my defense down against that horrible torturous monster - depression.
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