celebrated my son's birthday.. he's so happy.. supposed to go attica to claim my bottle of champagne after service.. ended up resting at home cos the dizzy spell caught me and it's advisable to stay at home lest i faint (again?)..
staying at home, feeling helpless sick... i thought of him.. missing him?? it's been a long while since i thought of him outside prayers.. i guess he must be spending his 1st valentine's with his gf today.. and i'm spending mine nursing my body and mind.. how did i spend last vday? it should be more 'unbearable' last yr, but i survived it.. how did i do it? what did i do?.. i've completely forgotten..
i know vday is a gd day to be out for singles' events, but i just want to be alone..
my bi-annual travel is due now.. i know cos i need a break badly.. not that i've been overworked (i actually dun mind being overloaded) but i just feel like going out.. ok, i know i've not been going out domestically, but i'd still prefer to go out abroad, ya?.. but where? flipping the papers, nowhere entices me.. not even my all-time favourite Spain.. i even thought of joining package tours, but where? ... to make matter worse, can my present condition take the travel strain? ... i really need a break...
(for singles out there, fyi, Britain's Roman Catholic Church is advising lovelorn singles to direct their 14 February requests for love to St Raphael, rather than St Valentine. St Raphael is the patron saint for happy encounters and it is to him those fearing the Valentine's post should properly direct their prayers.)
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