if i'd to write my will, i kinda wish this entry will be it..
i freaking dont understand why people, even your own siblings, can be so selfish and irresponsible! if you want to help housechores, then jolly well do 101% of it! if you can give your best at work to clean up the mess, why not at home? if you are half-hearted abt it, then what the hell you want to give half-done work? u can clean so well for your own room, yet why such sloppy work with other rooms! it's mere immature and irresponsible attitude!! i'd rather pay someone who can do better than your half-done attitude! if you want to do it, freaking do it to your best! you'd rather pay hefty sum to full work out in gym, yet giving me half willing attitude and not even move the furnitures to really clean it well! what the hell!! it's better than you dont do at all!!
and if you are so unreasonably lazy and yet angry with me, that you do not want to acknowledge my presence, so be it! you are such a complaint slacker who only knows how to complain and nag at others! look at yourself! your work and attitude!! no wonder u dont enjoy your singlehood, who else can stand your stubborn and spoilt attitude, except your ex! just bcos you 'tend to do more housechores', u are ready for marriage? pls!! marriage is a merger of 2 families, please look and reflect on your selfish attitude towards people!
because i dare to voice out, challenge this spoilt selfish attitude, i'm now the 'common enemy' of my 2 sisters.. so be it! if no one wants to acknowledge my presence, then i jolly well die from this h1n1. what the heck, everyone has to die why not now? if being considerate is common enemy, then i'd rather die than to live in this selfish world. let your parents continue to spoil you in your selfish attitude!! just bcos you are younger, i have to be blame for correcting you?! what the f!
Know that you are not really happy at this moment with your siblings because of many things that happened which i know not of. I can't say much. However, it isn't too good to write those stuff of your siblings publicly and many do read your blog and some might even know your siblings too. If they were to find out about this blog entry, it will break their hearts and might even cause a strain to your relationshiop with them and that might take years to heal. (In your anger do not sin) Nobody is perfect in all their ways. Maybe i am too Kay Poh. If so, let me appologise.
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Take Care,
J.
apparently you do not know me well, esp my reason for blogging.. either that, or this is your first time reading of my blogs. i've expressed so much more details in my blogs..
ReplyDeletemy blog is my own space for venting, just like every other bloggers.. so what if for all to read, cos we are all human, ie imperfect Christians, who do experience anger, hurt and frustrations, and also severe depression. like i always say in my blog, this is my space!
and btw, i'm not sinning by voicing out here.. at least i dun slap them in their face for such rudeness and spoilt attitude, even though i'm totally éntitled to as their elder!
养不教，父之过。教不严，师之惰。
子不学，非所宜。幼不学，老何为。
and fyi to make it worse, my parents simply 'give up' on them and i'm the only bad guy to correct them!
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