it's 29 Dec again.. the fateful day when all these happened.. and it left its sting today..
to be honest, i am surprised and proud of what i did last night - making a firm stand. but yet, i cant help feeling disappointed.. what's wrong with guys these days, even though they are Christian guys? i really cant help wondering if there'd ever be a not-so-spiritial guy i'd be attracted to and he's really faithful in commitment.. ya, i know it's rare, esp at my age. but seriously, it's better to be single than to be in wrong rship. (trust me, i've been there done that and learnt it hard)
ok, today was not a good day cos i really had a hard time sleeping last night, hence my neck+shoulder tension came back. i really need a good sleep tonight~ but can i? i think i've managed my disappointment with this acquaintance but will i be able to sleep well over this?? why is it 29 Dec again?
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