ok, it's either now or never.. i told CK straight what i want in rship and i'm keeping my fingers crossed for his understanding n respect (despite his ego).
it's only our 2nd meet-up and i can feel the 'attraction' is getting out-of-normal.. this is way not normal! hence i decided.. it's either swim or die. i told him that i really cant trust him yet and it's a haunting qn on why he is still single. not to mention, i really dont want our friendship to develop so fast - it's always better to slow thing down, even though alcohol was the catalyst. i seriously know how to take care of myself, after learning a hard lesson previously. and if he's not sharing my view, then i'd rather wish him happiness in other rship~
yes, i'm very 'traditional' when it comes to rship now..i've also learnt the hard way of its adverse. if we are meant to be, we will be.. if not, i'll still wait for God to send His planned one for me.. though patience is not my virtue, but i'm pretty sure of what kind of relationship i want now. let God lead the way~
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