never did i expect, i felt the real little little push that i should stay on web service instead. and it was wonderful! behind closed doors of my room with my 15.4" lappy at the head of my bed, i had a wonderful time in the Lord's Presence... of course, not to forget the virtual presence of my darling. neighbours who walked past my room would have wondered why i was singing praise and worship so loudly in my room, let alone my prayers and singing in tongues~! some quick msn interactions with darling (to ensure he's still awake and watching) ... i have never been so close to church in web service.. the Omnipresence of God is really unfathomable. if you seek Him with your heart, He will let you find Him. :)
the sermon today is on forgiveness.. what a closely-related subject from which i've personally experienced His Grace during my depression period. how i was hurt, broken, devastated, how i struggled with forgiveness and letting God be my Judge. now, seeing how He has reversed my life from depression, i am just in awe of how much His Love for me. even though i know my darling loves me, but i dare declare no one loves me as much as my Father in Heaven. through it all, He is always and will be here for me to face situations with me, to guide and lead me through. the simple faith that if God leads me to it, He will lead me through it!
from the webcast, seeing so many brothers and sisters in Christ who decided to surrender their hurts and resentments to God, my heart just leap with such joy. i know and i know they will be overcomers in God and for God. God never practice favoritism. when He has done for me, i'm sure all of them will also be blessed and overwhelmed by His Love. Let God be the Judge and He will restore and rebuild you! His Word is true and everlasting! :)
as for attending online service w my darling, well.. i really hope this will be start of a great testimonial for the Lord, how online service has brought the Presence of God down from Heaven and shower His love for us.. j, keep the faith, keep the fire of God burning..
suddenly this verse just come to me..
Isaiah 64:4
No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him.
At first, I would like to attend the church in downtown SZ and be ready to go. But a sudden notion from my heart urged me to attend the CHC online service.
ReplyDeleteAttending the service online with my sweet heart was definitely feeling good, eventhough we are far apart from miles away. But God connect sweet heart and me from both sites.
:) i miss you too..
ReplyDeleteone day we will be attending service together.. a step at a time.