it's really good to see him again after the breaking the news, afterall it's really not my intention to lose this good friend who has always been around for me throughout past 2 decades.. it's good to see him bouncing back to his egoistic (crappy) self and we really had a good hearty chat..
.. he suddenly asked 'why him over me' and my immediate look was 'huh?' *didnt i say he likes to surprise me with his qns* what a qn to ask, and it's totally out of our topic frequency~! i guess he must have kept wondering in his heart past days.. perhaps it's a good time to trash it out - how disappointed i was when he didnt turn up for Mass, how things happen the way it is now.. and so.. i really trashed it out, even though he knows i wont change my mind on my current rship, and i know he can handle my heartfelt comments just like he has always been~ *timing is just not in his favour*
again, i was totally caught unaware by his reply 'to be honest, even though i'm disappointed but i know he's a good bf, you have made the right choice', 'i'm not sure if i can treat you the same or better which is why i am not pushing the issue'. I WAS SHOCK~! many people may not understand mr I, not even his so-called 'good friends', but i dare say i understand him very well and this is NOT something he would reveal to anyone!!
i'm really honoured to have his frankness and blessings for my rship.. even though he made a silly mistake before, i still believe the mr I i've known since secondary is STILL the mr I now. i'm happy, i'm blessed.. cos i still have this good friend (+ ex-bf) who really cares alot for me.
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