i've been in a great whirlpool of thoughts and distractions this morning.. i've been trying to keep a secret fr u people, but it's not really working well here..
on mon, that day i rushed to airport in vain, i had the opportunity to check my emails and i've been OFFERED! for those who dont know, i attended my 1st n 2nd interview with a reputable IT company just before i went on this taiwan trip. those who knew will tell you how nervous and insecure i felt for this position - depression is one of the hindering factors. if not for trained distraction, i'd have slipped into nervous attack~ the moment i saw the email, i could have been arrested for terrorist alarm for screaming aloud in international airport! I LEAPED SO HIGH WITH SO MUCH JOY that the passenger in next pc terminal was wondering what happened!
seriously, i cannot believe what's happening.. all these hype over this long weekend of Easter. first is slipping in rship despite my all-rationale resistance, second is this too-good-to-be-true job offer. honestly, i'm very skeptical.. i am still having doubts if this offer will be successful to its signing. everything is happening so fast, so unreal for me.. i am still reminding myself the possibility of offer withdrawal even though we have agreed and accepted verbally. i really have no faith to even peep down this seem-too-good-to-be-true path of rship and career.. can you people please keep me in prayers? i really have absolutely no faith to react to all these blessings.. thanks..
my bro told me to enjoy and take a step at a time, after-all all good things come from Jesus.. i confess i am the little one with no faith.. i know i have a lot to learn in receiving blessings.. till then, please, just keep praying for me, thanks! let all these hype of blessings be so real and true in paper, in everlasting reality..
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