i really didnt start my day well, even though i arrived dam early in office today - 845am! why? cos i'm very upset with ian.. i dont know if i should trust him, if he is telling the truth. the best part is he has this poker face which i cant identify if he's faking or being truthful.
he really knows how to pamper himself in his new house - i like the simplicity design and the spacious feeling. BUT there's a toothbrush, other than his. what and how am i supposed to think n believe? he explained it's his cousin who helped him to clean up the house. but hey, do you sleep with ur cousin overnight after his/her helpful cleaning? seriously, as much as i tried to convince myself, i just cant. it's just not possible for me to believe, though i said i would believe him... at the end of the day, i just cant reconcile with my doubts. so i'm back to being angry and disappointed with him again, just like what happened years ago. he's a nice great guy but.. i guess he's just not meant for me. so be it then.
even the guy who knows me so well, always ard for me cant be trusted, how can you still have faith that guys can be trusted?? i give up. the one i thought i could trust wholeheartedly left me alone suddenly, the one i thought he cares is actually staging a play. i give up.. i totally give up trusting guys anyway.
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