25 Oct 10 - cant wait to go home

i really look forward to return home.. in fact, i'm counting down every day to my home.. staying inside my room and just be alone. how i wish i can stay there forever, but i know i have to use that time to strengthen myself - physically and emotionally.

gwen warned me not to get married on impulse, of course i wont~! didnt i say i've enough of guys in my life? though guoqing has been asking, but i know and i'm sure it's not possible. what if he turns out to be another minwei, there goes my 16yrs of close friendship!! i kinda 'lost' ian after our quarrel and i cant afford to lose another close friend. no, not now.. i know guoqing dotes on me, but dont worry i know my limits with him as a brother - i wont abuse his doting and love. excuse me, all these yrs, have i ever abuse his care and concern for me anyway? NO! i even tried to reconcile his marriage ok~ that;s what good close friend do.

anyway, in a few days' time i'll be going back! i'm so happy, even though i've not packed my luggage. in fact, what's there to pack? just a few personal items and i'm ok to fly over. i believe i still ve some clothings in my room, just need to send them to laundry before i wear. i hope everything stays the same in my room.. just the same, i can snack all day in bed, read my books from 誠品, slurping on the food in my neighbourhood.. the though of jogging in the morning on mountain trek excites me - trust me, i'll sure wake up when the sun is up! take my time to do come house chores (as my contibution) and then take a walk nearby before dinner. gosh, that is my taiwan life~ dont u just envy me? i envy myself... i am so looking forward to stay in taiwan!