30 Sep 10 - it's 5Cs or stop praying!

i know what u people have been praying for me *prayers DO get answered!* be careful of what you pray ok? i'm not going to 'meet another guy who will love me, care for me and provide for me'. no, no more 'another guy'!

the reason why i'm saying cos .. PLEASE I'VE ENOUGH OF RSHIP SHIT! past 3days, i suddenly received so many attention from male friends, esp colleagues! what the hell! can you people be specific in your prayers - NO office! i'm in HR, ok - knowing all the confidential information, it's freaking not wise to have anyone of same company. in fact, it's my rule of thumb not to have any consideration for anyone in same school, same company and even same church! yes, i know i'm a bit eccentric but you know me! i just had long distance rship - DIFFERENT country!

anyway, i know your prayer intention is good but please stop all these prayers... i have decided to uphold my 5Cs criteria. so far, i've only known 1 guy who fit that 5Cs (read my previous blog entry if you are clueless). i rather consider someone who knows me so well, someone i'm feeling comfortable and SAFE with. trust me, i've freaking enough of rship thingy, so this guy will now have to know i'm BADLY traumatised by rship! even better, he loves me so much that i wont be in rship! i'm not talking abt cohabitation but seriously, being in rship again FREAKS ME OUT! can 2 people in love yet not in rship? that is my direction now..

i called my old friend hsinhua in taiwan just now. it's really good chatting with him *he's happily married ok* and he's really concerned for my rship roller-coaster. it's kinda funny, cos when i told him abt guoqing's 'proposal' he kinda 'warned' me. haahh.. it's really funny, cos they are such 'buddies'. but anyway, both of them are my buddies in taiwan, my really very sincere n concern support in taiwan - as if i'm their biological little sister. i really thank God for hsinhua and guoqing for such great brothers!

ok, people, have i made myself clear? no more prayer that i'll meet someone better or suitable. i freaking cant take another rship shit thing. if i have to consider someone, i'll rather have someone who have known me very well, ok? enough of 'taking care of me' shit.. eveytime they tried, it's a total flop, a step deeper into depression. so please!! no more prayer for such 'new guy' ok? I HAVE ENOUGH OF RSHIP!