13 Mar 09 - How do you spend your Fridays?

Friday the 13th.. another bad day for me.. you really cant blame me for dreading Fridays.. obviously i have my valid reasons..
last friday was being chased out of restuarant.. today i spent 60mins waiting in the appointed cafe in clarke quay for my friends.. when have i developed such patience to wait that long? partly because i left my mobile at home, hence to make it up for any of their attempts to contact me.. i really persevered with much reluctance.. to my surprise, when i finally walked out alone, i was not angry or upset..

so many groups of friends and couples on the street.. a group is celebrating birthday for their blindfolded friend (i really miss those days when people really take all effort to plan a birthday celebration, to make it special).. so much laughter and chatters.. the once so familiar sounds of the night.. i kinda miss my nightlife.. the wild days of clubbing alone, dancing to the beat of the night.. yes, i used to go clubbing alone - i simply dont care abt 'the others'.. but now, to club alone sounds pathetic enough.. yet, people around me now dont fancy such night life,while those who used to club with me are settling down in family.. though they are so much younger than me, they prefer a quiet chillout. what an irony.. when i was their age, i was able to party the night away till 3am and be back at work the next morning (pls dun ask me how I did that).. anyway, i just miss the dancing... once a clubber, always a clubber at heart :)

as i got further away from city area, the night seems to slow down.. no more lively chatters and loud music.. no more fun-loving crowds.. the pace of life has mellowed so much.. i saw the heartwarming side of Friday night.. warm lighting illuminating everything at home as exhibit for outsiders, people like me to envy.. wont it be nice for the whole family gather and relax at home, after a long week? sharing and chatting.. watching TV perhaps.. typical picture of 'happy family'.. well, since i was on my way home, it really gave me a impulsion to be home.. with my hugo.. yet, part of me yearns to be in clarke quay.. meeting new people under the sounds of music..

ya, i know i'm complicated..