it sounds like life-and-death.. it's scaring me out.. for past 6hrs, my mobile internet connection has been kept online, waiting for his reply, or rather his brother's reply..
at 4pm today, i received a FB msg from mw profile, written by his brother (yes he does have a younger brother).. at first i was skeptical if this is a prank, but his words were sincere.. he introduced himself and even relayed mw's 'nag' to me, the last nag i heard from him.. i'm concerned. i'm really concerned.. what sickness is he suffering that he cannot come to the pc, that he has to allow his brother access to contact me on FB? something is not right.. yet the most annoying of all, his brother just replied "我哥他....不太好......!!這兩天他都沒在用電腦了!" you people, tell me how to feel, what to think?!
i cant say i panicked, but i am really VERY CONCERNED! no one is telling me anything about what's happening to mw.. that damn guy is really annoying me so much, to think that he can just shut me up with 'it's ok i can take care of myself' after all these!?!? can someone tell him to REALLY TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF?! what on earth is happening to him? pneumonia or what?!? how serious he is now that he cannot answer my calls (always connected but rejected) or come online?! this is really driving me NUTS!
ok, i did prepare myself for a flight over next weekend, but i also know this will be THE END of me if i do. i know i can fly over as a friend, as a concerned friend, like i used to do.. but what will he or his family think? seriously, i really do not want to add complication to this complex situation. can someone tell me what's happening to mw now, so i can stop this worry? i resist the temptation to ask mr I for advice *J, that will be totally insane!*, so my next available choice is to come to my blog *really hope it'll help*.... whether it is concern or something more - i do not want to speculate or evaluate now. I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING!! THE TRUTH!
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9.20am on 12Mar10 morning. my phone rang, displaying mw's name.. i quickly answer it! ... his voice is very weak, but i'm glad he's still talking.. still in hospital, still not telling me the truth on his sickness.. *what is the problem with this guy!* from a 5mins call to a short msn v-chat, i can feel his happiness to be able to hear and see me again.. i kept asking on his sickness, he kept avoiding and assuring he will take care of himself.. i know he misses me, but i really want him to be well and healthy again! seriously, what is in this guy's mind?! first is mr I's mind, now him?? what's wrong with my suitors?!? ... i really need a truthful answer..
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