19 Jan 09 - Suddenly!!

i’m so STRESSED!! Happy, elated, ecstatic + stressed, traumatized, of great disturbance!

~ this news sure brings great joy and ‘heaviness’ on me ~o~

cheryl dropped her big red bomb! I know she’s been engaged since last yr but this sudden news is sure weighing me down.. somehow.. What a sudden realization that I’m not getting younger.. dun ask me why but I suddenly feel so stress! I mean, Alvin is much older hence Jen’s wedding is expectedly accepted; but Cheryl?? Don is as young as her! My goodness!! I’m freaking myself out now..

ok, I know what u people will say ‘J, then go n find a bf’..
1) ‘WAIT’..
what a very vivid answer to my prayers even though I was quite attracted to someone then..
2) it's not as easy as shopping for groceries..
the ‘chemistry’ has to be mutually right. Let alone my ‘hard-to-please’ requirements as my checklist. (I’m still adhering to my list!) I’m a very focused person, hahaa :P
3) i’m kinda tired of ‘looking around'..
if he’s for me and around me, let him make himself known. I’m a firm believer of ‘guys should take the initiative’, remember?

now that my 2 very good friends (Alec and Cheryl) have dropped their bombs.. I guess I shld have and will get used to it.. afterall, I’m indeed not getting younger.. hahaa.. what a strong reminder.. :S

Congratulations! Mr and Mrs Alec Ngo!!
Congratulations! Mr and Mrs Don Chng!