very often when i tell new friends that i'm single and has joined SDU to know more friends.. they usually will give me a skeptical look, followed by 'why not find someone from your church?' or something similiar..
to be honest, i've yet to come across any guy in my church who can really 'communicate' with me.. yes, i know i have 'my eyes on my head', but still.. no guy i know comes near to my frequency, or perhaps they dont dare to? actually, .. i really dun expect him to be of same church. perhaps i'm more of non-conformist but one thing he must be is to be firmly rooted in his church, and even serving actively in it. yes i know it's paradox.. but if he is not firmly rooted into the House of God, it reflects his spiritual commitment and even maturity. without roots, how can the plant flourish? but if he is active in his own church, where would he have time to get to know me? trust me, there's always time for something if you really want to do it, so no excuse. and perhaps cos chc is a hyper-active church with lotsa activities, i really need his support and understanding to walk this path together. it's only fair that he is also active in his calling.
and to add to the list, i guess it's only logical.. having gone through what i've gone thru, i really hope he'll be accepted by my unofficial godfamily too.. though they are not official, but i really do respect my goddaddy a lot, i really mean A LOT. knowing how much he really cares for a total stranger during my depression (pls read my past blog for details), he has my all respect and is more than a mentor to me. i have not seen another man ard me with so much love yet so humble to serve and love people, except pastors and leaders in church.. and of course,CTK has been a very special place for me.. i really hope he'll enjoy himself there too..
is above items too much to ask?
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