i seriously think i need a break.. i was so near to my breaking point that i actually threw aside an entrusted task on the table, cos i was quite busy with another task at hand. yes, those of you who know me well, throwing things is not my way of releasing stress.. but this was exactly what happened - i really flung that document onto my table! frankly, i was surprised by my action too but it's kinda too late.. cos the entruster was right in front of me when i flung it. i was like 'oh my goodness!'.. i was so upset.. so upset that i lost my control over my stress..
come to think of it, perhaps it's not the work stress that are pulling me down.. it's.. another kind of stress, a female thingy.. (gosh i really cant imagine how many people i'll piss off when i'm in menopause) nevertheless, i know i need a break..
i shared with my good friend.. he suggested a visit to melbourne where he can be my tour-guide and i can also visit another good friend of mine.. australia.. it's not that i dun wan to go.. but, i cant visualise what i can do there without personal transport (fyi i cant drive). yes, i can join a tour, coach etc.. ok ok, i'm just pure lazy to find out more about australia travel, ya? as i 'mature' this yr, i kinda look forward to a fuss-free travel.. one which has been planned out (ie the Turkey study tour group) or where i'm superly comfortable in (ie .. u-know-where).
yes, i'm that lazy now which is the reason why i've been screaming for a break, yet taking none. (why take leave when you are just staying at home?) another convenient reason is also because i'm planning a family trip to taiwan. yes, you read it right - TAIWAN. this time, it's a whole family affair, minus my 2 dogs. i really cant imagine the budget, but i know it'll be great, afterall it's not going to be a 'backpacking' trip with my parents. i hope i can plan it well, so my parents. esp my dad, will enjoy and wont regard himself as 'burden'. (pls dont ask me - old people has this funny idea that they will be a burden to the younger travellers) come'on, travel is to enjoy and experience the local lifestyle~! personally, it does not matter if we get to visit SunMoon Lake etc, the most important is for them to enjoy and experience a new lifestyle.
.. for the sake of a more comfortable travel, J, try to relax locally.. go beach, movies, dancing, watever.. as long as you can save the money for 'better worth'.
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