if u ask me am i excited that someone is coming over soon, i'd say no.. but i'm definitely looking forward to know some answers to the qns i've posed, which he promised he'll only tell me in person..
many of us, in fact ALL of u, pronounced my 'death' at my last entry..ya i know it too - i'm die died dead dead dead.. even my dear cousin scorned at my lost of skepticism~! not sure if this is result of loneliness or need of companionship, all i know i'm leading myself into deep shit~ many of u are astonished that i'm actually planning a trip with him.. trust me, i totally understand your love and concern, esp at the rate this whole things is accelerating, but yes i'm going for a short trip with him AS A FRIEND.. and i wont do anything to hurt myself anymore (afterall i'm used to sleeping alone these 2yrs).. i sense some skepticism from u people - hey, believe me ok, action on impulse has immutable effect *i learnt the hard way* nevertheless, i really appreciate your love n concern.. anyway, he's still waiting for his travel visa; should it's not approved, that'll save u from speculating...
let's see.. i met up with my sec sch mate yesterday when she was in town (she's taiwanese).. contrary to me, she travels to singapore as often as i do to taiwan. singapore is her 2nd home.. and i strongly urged her to come back and find a job, since she's already at her salary cap in taiwan..when i told her abt my taiwan spell, we laughed it off as 'exchange'.. but seriously, i doubt i can teach english like her *though my english score was always above hers* so that should enforce my skepticism back, right?
tmr i'll be meeting another dear friend of mine from taiwan.. he's a really very nice brother - just as workaholic and fun-loving.. i sure miss the days where we chatted under the stairs (literally) till wee hours.. good old days.. look forward to tmr~
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