another weekend at home.. bad bad nasty cough which nearly 'killed' me in early mornings (4-6am) and when the nights turn chilly (8-10pm).. one of the things i really hate is cough - so much energy to cough and it also triggers my asthma. i'm just helpless...
but what warms my heart is the company of my whole family and my sons.. yes, i'm like a big baby who requires my mum to nag at me for my medication, wear warm clothing etc.. but it's a very warm feeling. even my hugo follows me and wants me to hug him all day.. it's a very nice feeling to be at home, even if i'm really going to die at home with this cough..
ok, speak of something cheerful.. i'm working tmr without boss and without things to do.. i merely have to collect company stamp, submit documents to designers - that's all my work tmr. yes, i'm pretty sure some of you may envy me but i dont really like it myself.. i wonder if i'm able to survive these 'relax' days.. not very value-adding to my resume..
u know what, i kinda have escalation in my condition.. everything seems to be screaming at me to use/hold/open them.. so many things to do, waiting for me to do.. totally overwhelming.. while standing in the kitchen, i was overwhlemed by all the things which are screaming at me to do- the food, the cups, the water flask, everything i see is do-able. anyway, i managed to shake it off.. i know it's just me - things dont shout on its own. sigh.. i really need to rest..
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