"好朋友"

just read a FB message.. which i'm totally shocked yet i have to be happy for him..
but still, i just dun understand why my good male friends cant tell me directly, and i often have to get this kind of news through their gfs? am i that 'scary' that they cant share their joy of new relationship with me. their so-called '好朋友'

honestly, this is not the first time that i receive such news from his girlfriends.. in fact, this time is much friendly, compared to the previous 2.. but still, i just dont understand why guys can say somethng which obviously they dont mean.. where's their so-called 'perserverance for love'? this is the reason why i still cannot trust him completely.. it's just too horrible to trust and disappoint again..

anyway, to my dear old friend if you are reading this -
honestly, i'm happy for u cos u have found someone who cares for you.. but i'd prefer to be informed by you, rather than your girlfriends.. it's not a good feeling when someone you do not know suddenly message you to inform you of such news. sometimes, in fact very often, i just dont know what are you thinking in your mind.. hopefully one of these days you can finally be true and be yourself in front of me.
老實說,老朋友,我真的為你交到好女友而高興..但我畢竟還是希望從你得知,而不是你的女朋友.. 突然間又有陌生女生說是你的女朋友,當'好朋友'的我卻甚麼也不知道,這滋味真的是不知所措地不好受. 雖然認識你已有十幾年,但還是真的越來越不了解你到底在想甚麼.. 只能希望有一天你能老老實實,真真確確地向我露出真你.