this is the 2nd time i'm crying in my sleep... real tears flowing down my cheeks with my eyes closed.. for the same person.. when i woke up, my hands covered my right chest as if to protect my aching heart.. trust me, it hurts much even in dream..but this time he didn't have accident.. just some hurtful things which i cant remember now..
the remant dream i remember now is the fleshy (real flesh!) exposed animals walking around me.. trust me, i was weeping like mad, calling every one present 'selfish'.. cos they were having a feast and having these poor skinned animals parading around!! it hurts, it really hurts..
i wonder if it's cos i've been eating meat, out of my special diet, cos of my poor health these days.. trust me, if you ever dreamt the dream i had, u will think twice or even more for eating meat again! those poor animals, skinned for their flesh and had to parade around.. it just breaks my heart~ok, ok.. i'll back to my fast now, since i'm also better in health.. i really cant bear those poor animals..
all in all, i didn't have a good night's sleep again.. *yawn*
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