finally i managed to have a dreamless night, slept so well despite the shock last night..
6.30am - wakey rang and dismissed; attempted to get up for morn jog
7am - work rang and dismissed; still attempting to get up
8.30am - a call from old friend who franatically trying to explain his rship with his gf..
from the fact that he was anxious to explain himself via sms early morning, and when i'm not responding he called in person instead, i guess i can give him the benefit of doubt.. dun get me wrong - it's not that i'm gullible or naive (perhaps) but i'd rather trust in our friendship, taking the risk that he might have been a bad guy all these while.. well, it's not as if i'm going to marry him, but for the benefit of himself, as a man, i think he has better to have some integrity if he treasure our friendship. that's minimum requirement of a man, right?
i confess it did hurt me when i received the news last night, out of sudden.. but i'm hurt cos i felt 'cheated' all these yrs of friendship.. is this the friend i've known and cared for all these years? it can be very hurtful to a friendship..
anyway, i just replied him that i'll trust on on our friendship, but i also hope he'll settle whatever issue he has with the lady who 'claimed' to be his gf.. though she's not threatening me (not yet?), but as a man, i expect him to be clear and clean with such issue.. if he cant, i just have to say i'm really disappointed in him..
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