12 Aug 10 - you are stubborn, so am i

i m going to make my own solo-decision, since you made your own decision for our rship.

i thought it thru and thru.. i m really sure you are the one for me. not bcos u love me first but becos we love each other so much. it took u 5 yrs to be with me, i waited 5yrs for a man like you. what else can stop our love, except ourselves? you know my word is my bond - you are my husband whom i've called. i wont leave you and i have no other choice.

this is not an act of childish or rebellion. after days of crying and calming, i know i have to pick myself up and move on.. i'm moving on, with a decision to wait for you. you can avoid me for all your life, but i will still be here waiting for you all my life. i know this seems silly, but when you came along, i've already told you you are my last bf. no one can replace you, darling. no one will ever replace you in my heart. i know i did similiar after bosco but darling, i ve never love someone so much that i am willing to relocate just to be with you, willing to adapt in new environment just bcos you are with me. you really mean so much more to me.

i know this is pushy or stressful for you to read now, it might even repel you away further.. but this is my decision. you can be stubborn, so can i. i will wait for you to return to our love, i know it's stressing you, but darling i want to face the stress with you. you cannot 'throw me aside' cos you rather face the stress and the impossibility yourself, assuming this is 'best' for me..it is OUR rship, let us face it together. nothing is impossible. as long as we work it out together, be it rich or poor, we have each other for the rest of our lives.

i am going to wait for you for the rest of my life, tseng minwei. i love you so much to make this commitment. avoiding me wont help. let us face it together and work things out. you are stubborn, so am i.