just have to write this down.. in fact i should have done so, before that CK jerk upset me again(anyway, fyi, i've blocked him so that shows how upsetting this person can be!)
last night was the 2nd night in my past 2yrs in which i had a night-long chat. trust me, i've not been doing such 'teenager' stuff and it is having its toll on me.. needless to say, i sure enjoyed the 2 'wild' sleepless initiative but i also assure u that i sure put up my self-defense no matter how sweet it was. kinda learnt my lesson with people you meet online..
ok, allow me to introduce A..
before this CK, i had a long 4hrs night chat with A (refer to 12Dec09 entry) and honestly i thoroughly enjoyed it - the flow and 'chemistry' if u may call it. i still remember how early i was when i sms 'bon voyage' at 4am to my dear bro who was leaving for his grad trip *see, i still remember~* and i had my 2nd good chat last night. well, if i could 'compare' CK with A, it's pretty obvious that i'd prefer A for the kind of comfort and interaction in our chat.. in fact, he sent his concern n suggestion for my lunch when i was falling sick then yet no appetite to eat.. *that was kinda sweet*
ok, what i know abt this A..
Libra, born in 1975, a business developer in IT MNC *my favourite industry*, a totally busy busy professional living in non-HDB apartment in Clementi area, loves swimming and tennis, goes gym after work before coming home to his jack russel and beagle dogs.. he has 2 younger brothers whom i didn't ask much.. used to take biblical studies in his sec sch, and a NTU grad from NJC *dont doubt- he's smart*
in our last chat, he was so interested to know my 5Cs which then he was so smart and resourceful to take reference from my FB (he actually back-tracked my wall to read through my quzzies n comments!).. even though i refuse to disclose/affirm, he kinda got the 3 of the 5. he kept telling me he's not a Christian as though he knows it's my criteria and he's falling short of this mark.. perhaps it's just too bad that he's too busy in his schedule and could only log in msn past midnight (yes, he's a workaholic).. lest i kinda hope to know him better..
anyway i really enjoyed our chat last night abt classical music (he plays piano/keyboard and guitar~).. he even shared his you-tube upload with me - he played 2 songs on his keyboard.. it was really nice friendly chat to know each other, despite my cynical skeptism. i like the pace of it.. however, he also confessed that he's not ready to adjust his schedule for someone, even though he's 'hoping' somewhere out there she is.. ya, kinda complicated but that's guys - they like to complicate rship. and being J, i put him in his place on this perspective-"if you are keen, you will make time and plan for her".. true, is it not?
and how i hoped he'd get the hint of me sharing one of my favourite song with him.. how i being very frank n honest, confess about my opinionated personality and how guys regard me as íntimidating.. and i even mentioned having a blog for my personal emo expression *this is the 1st time i dare to bring my cyber exsistence up to a stranger*.. rest assured, no matter how resourceful he is, he cant find his way here and i'm definitely not disclosing till he has gained my trust and assurance that he wont freak out with all i'm logging.. trust is something i regard and withhold greatly for that someone worthy.
here're his masterpiece for your enjoyment~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8TiW4igzi4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vRjBdIv9JX8
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