26 Feb 10 - no no to LDR

guess what, last night is THE NIGHT where i could finally sleep early, prior midnight! (cutting short conversation with I and guy#1, i'm finally taking care of my poor eyes) *so proud of J*~

ok, my dear citizens of jt's blog.. i know u r just as 'concerned' as my friend jen n my bro.. afterall, i had 2 disappointing experiences with CK and A... who knows which weird guy might come along next.. anyway..

remember guy#1- that insane taiwanese guy who is so persistent about climbing up my category of friends to be my bf? well, we were chatting happily as usual last night.. i must say, for a taiwanese, his command of english is not that bad and he knows how to play word puns (nearly accelerated my death with his puns).. last night, he asked me to be his gf~ WAIT!, before u jumped into conclusion, allow my clarification here gf = Good Friend.. and of course i agreed. it's better than being his girlfriend~ even though i still feel uncomfy when he keeps using 'gf' as abbreviation to address me. it's really nice chatting with him, despite his egoistic confidence which often leave me speechless..

if u r thinking abt considering him, no dears, it's LONG DISTANCE - dont even think about it~.. i just dont have faith in such teenage novelty anymore. where will i be when he needs someone to hug, to hold or to 'show off', esp when he's sick? where will he be when i need a shoulder to cry on, to share all my views in whatever, whoever i see/feel (which happens so spontaneous) and a dance partner when i have this dancing bug?

after my depression, i kinda admit i'm not as strong as i thought or presented myself.. very often, i do a physical companion ard me to share, to comfort and to assure me. *though hugo is still doing great in these functions, but he's getting too agreeable with me.*


sidetrack - can i tell u i really dislike it when i have to 'advise' friends who are going taiwan in Feb and April, when i cant go?! k, it's a personal issue with myself, but still.. can u imagine the 'longing' when i advised them what,where to do/go? not to mention, recommending hostels to them is like slapping myself - i really miss the 'Hello Kitty' room~~! *btw, i've found another new hostel establishment-Angel Hostel.. totally NICE too!* i also wan to go taiwan NOW~!! SOON~~!! sob sob..