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Saturday, January 23, 2010

23 Jan 10 - wild thoughts before insanity

ok, i was encouraged to blog it out so i can sleep in peace later (soon! i'm so super sleepy now despite hot dancing music on class95)..

a lot of thoughts came to me today.. looking at my social life on weekends, i cant help wondering...
1) will i ever get to know that someone? esp i've been lazing at home, under the humid hot sun on weekends?
trust me, it's not that i dont want to go out.. but i know the sun will kill me if i go out - i'm already getting headache in the comfort of my room due to dehydration! internet seems to be my only social mean now, all the FB and msn chats..

2) in this too easy (boring) life i'm living, i'm seriously thinking of getting back my workaholic lifestyle..
perhaps A was right that i'm a hare - i belong to a hectic life only to rest for a while, before i start being listless of my rest.. maybe.. but the reason why i'm missing my 'hectic' work now is bcos i really dislike doing-nothing on weekends. yes, ms workaholic here misses her days of working on weekends.. well, at least if i dont go to church, i'd still have something to do, something to stop this wild thinking, right? 2yrs ago, i chose to stop flying bcos of 'marriage'; 3mths ago i chose to stepdown with hope of having more time to meet new friends.. but since my 2 motives are not met from my decisions, i might as well go back to my corporate slavery..

seriously... J has to get someone or something to occupy her weekends SOON! otherwise, she has to go taiwan every weekends soon!! that's equally INSANE~!

3 comments:

  1. Hmmm..
    Going to taiwan to look for???
    I know!! The one that is coming to town
    Hahaha.. I bet you really wonder how
    I got the time to read and comment ur
    Blog and feel like omg or even throw
    Ur shoes at me.
    Pls lor, dun even thk of going back
    That lifestyle. U can always join me at
    My place to help clean up. Ooops..
    U did meet ur objectives of meeting
    New friends lor like A, CK...

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  2. my dear jen, u r so RIGHT that i really feel like throwing my shoes at you~ hhahaha..

    what about 'him'? he is a insane friend who is too far away for consideration.. seriously, even if u r sick n tired of me, dont 'sell' me overseas.. sob sob.

    as for wkends, u have ur family commitments and being ur gd friend, i also dont want to be your lightbulb :P

    ya, objectives as such .. are disappointing.. strengthening the evidence of pathetic standard of guys these days

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  3. Haha.. Ur shoe miss me.
    Wei, wei, I din sell u overseas but
    Buy him over to sg only. Haha..
    Hard to be sick n tired of u lor so
    Decided to buy him over.. Ooops..
    Weekend ah. U are free to join me and
    Alvin one lor.
    Btw friday, badminton, wanna join us
    At sengkang sport complex?

    Aiyo, if u talking abt sg guys, it is only
    That u have not meet the rite person
    Only.

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