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Monday, January 18, 2010

18 Jan 10 - voice out first

come come, share my joy - even though it might be short-lived..

last fri i had a very sudden shocking sad news that the new financial controller who actually came singapore for clients introduction last week, was asked to leave~!! it's like 24hrs notice ok~!! no joke! I'm totally saddened cos she is the only person from management team whom i could communicate with ease. her mindset and language is more 'westernised' compared to my direct boss who is a EVP. personally it's like a sudden loss of good friend (we çlicked even though we merely spent 4days in office); officially i suddenly have to take on more roles for this office (however, since i'm super bored here and had such experience when i was Office Manager, i should not be complaining .. esp i'm good in accounting and finance :P ) but still ... it was a shocking news..

this afternoon, my boss decided to break the news to me, unknowing that i've been informed. and being very 'heck-care', i told him how i felt - how shocking, how scary and insecured etc.. he disclosed the reason for her dismisal as if to assure me.. i guess he still sensed my 'complaints' cos i put my foot at the door by mentioning that i'm very inexperienced and still require a lot of learning etc and how 糟糕 my performance has been.. *seriously, J.. that's so unlike u to say that so 'humbly'!!* i know it's not a 'politically smart' thing to say that to your boss, but heck care.. that's been my working style with all my superiors - blunt truth at right time, why make exception for him??

guess what's his reply? "你沒有事情的.. 我們對你都很滿意的. 因為你做事情是要細緻的.. 你放心吧, 我們還是很看好你的." hahaa.. trust me, i nearly almost on the verge of laughing off my chair~!!! ahahaa.. seriously!! here i am so sarcastically humbling myself, yet he's so assuring (or is he??) .. nevertheless, though this is not a good company to work, meanwhile i'll try to enjoy my freedom and do my best to boost and ignore his damn ego~

p/s: no, i've not been staying up (waiting) that late to chat with A (he's really a gonez case nocturnal animal) cos my monthly cycle is screaming for more rest..and it's one of the worst cramps so far.. anyway, hopefully he'll come early to chat, if he's want to chat w me~~

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