18 Sep 10 - change medication

i m so screwed.. just called my doc about stepping up the dosage cos even my mum noticed my shaking hands this morning.. i cant help it. they've been shivering since days ago.. i tot i can manage, but today's saturday yet i'm still shivering in fear when i woke up. doc told me to change medication - a stronger medicine. damn, as i hope i can still manage, this beast within is getting stronger.. still trying to barge into my sanity..