i woke up with missing today again. no matter where i am, this aching pain and missing for my darling jusr wont leave me. i really miss my darling.. as much as i try to recover from my depression, i cant help missing, thinking of minwei.. i really miss you, darling..
even watching tv didnt help - every channels remind me that he could (had) been watching it same channel. i really miss him so much now. though the pill regularised my heartbeat, but the aching pain.. i could stay all day in this room, wishing my darling will contact me, ask me out.. i really miss him so much..
i know this defeats the purpose of this trip but i simply cant help myself. i dont want to wear a mask even when i'm alone, in my room.. i just cried.. esp when i heard the taiwanese song 家後 i simply just flood my bed.. i miss you, tseng minwei. that song is how i feel for you..
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